Yes Loneliness which I enjoyed once is now haunting me and my thoughts.... It's hell to live amidst a big crowd with loneliness over-ruling your emotions!
I wish...
You understand my emotions completely though I fail to understand yours at times
I wish...
You be the same to me though you feel some change in me
I wish...
You be mine..always and forever though I know one day, even you will leave me alone...
I understand that is life still I expect..............
I expect because its YOU....
I don't blame you cos it is I, who changed...
I can't take the blame myself cos I never knew the change until saw tears in your eyes cos of me...
Now, when you point out my change,
I realise that I'm walking over a thin rope of hope that you will not leave me,
With the burning furnace of angry friends who misunderstood me below,And
Thunder Storm relatives blaming for certain decisions of mine from above....
I can't fall down neither can I fly above.. All I can do is walk slowly and carefully on the thin rope of hope ....
The rope is 100% strong, still my heart goes numb when it tilts as I proceed...
It doesn't pain/ hurt me,
But every time it tilts....
I take a rebirth!!!!!!!!!!!!
I face death and come back to life....
This feel is much more painful than death.....................
