No Light and Hence "NO SHADOW" ! - Not Dark Though

Same busy roads... mild breeze and the light ray from buses and lorries cracking the morning darkness!!!

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Me Speaking :

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This time, I was alone and he was alone .. both heading towards our opposite directions without any analysis of the path and destination !

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Essence

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It all started with a wonderful relationship and the trial was in transforming it into another wonderful relationship but that transformation failed and spoiled the existing sweet relationship . The focus was taken just to two hearts and selfish ideas.... When the focus widened,

hearts had to accept the reality..." Everything happens for a reason " !

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Our Chat

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Walked together a little distance...

" Lets end up... I hope that will make your heart light " He was so clear in his thoughts.
"....."
Trust Me?" He looked at me.
"Yes!" I assured looking at the ground.
"Can you come with me then? " His heart gave me a hand to hold on..My heart felt it!
"....."
"I understand......" He was so cool though heart beat was fast
"hmmmm"

As always, something interrupted.... This time that something was "Parveen Travels Bus"

Ring..Ring..Ring...
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Shadow Speaking

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She attended the call with out even a Hello.
"I'm sorry" His voice touched her heart.
"There is nothing to be sorry..."Her voice was emotionless.
"Gonna miss you.... our friendship.."
"........"
"I'm sorry!"
"No more sorry.. I did a mistake..You did one .. both of us have done a mistake n now lets correct it..."
"But ... will miss our friendship "
"I need time to come out of this and u need much more time than me... lets take a break... I'll ring u back one day... sure" She assured.
"hmmmm"
"U must be fine always ... else I myt feel guilty...pls take care"
".........."
"............."
"hmmmm"
"Shall I disconnect the cal?" her voice trembled..
"No..hold on.."
"......"
"Hmmmm.... I'm leaving today ..."He informed his absence from now on..
"hmmm take care..."
"Hmmm.. bye .." His voice trembled now...
"bye.."She could not control her tears..
"Bye..See you" He kept the call weeping...

SILENCE over took both their lives then!

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Our Hearts Speaking

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Is it the Starting Point or the Finishing ????

Whatever! We End it with a smile :-)

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* Sometime it pains when someone stamps on our SHADOW :-)

** Most of the times affection,care,closeness and true understanding has been mistook as L**E

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Angel or Devil ?

Why am I giving up at the first level :-(

I knew I had to struggle a lot.. I did struggle but after all these, Why am I giving up so easily?Should not I try the next level of struggle too???
Was this the role almighty gave me? Or........ Am I becoming so selfish?

The Play just started and from the moment the announcement was made, I'm killing people... I was told, I'll be an angel in the Play but after few minutes of the play..I doubt if I'm an angel or a devil... I declared my self Hero at first.. Smiling at people, Holding them close to my heart and giving my shoulders to who need me.... in course of time,... Is it cos Mr.X dint turn up I'm supposed to take his Villain role too? My God!!! Great transformation from Mr.Hero to Mr.Villain.... Was promised an Angel role, but played the role of a Hero who became the ultimate Villain unknowingly which made me the DEVIL of the play!

Once , the play is over... I end myself as an EVIL SPIRIT with no Guilt :-) ! If I wanna end up as an ANGEL , I will have to wait till all my guilt's are washed away... dats lil difficult ;-)



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