I have nothing to say...

I felt that the sexual discrimination has been slowly buried under the so called civilisation but today I come to know....It has not been buried but just ignored most of the times .....

Every human do have the spirit of sexual discrimination imbibed in their thought processing hormones and that remains with them till their last breath...nothing can be done to remove it..May be education can make them ignore it at times

"Amma... I'm blessed to be a GAL from your womb "

It's You

The best way to escape from most of the problems is pointing
your index finger at someone...
Yes!!
Blaming someone...

In worst cases,
when you are sure you can't point at someone....
When you feel YOU are the reason for the pain you are undergoing ...
You turn to the super power..Almighty...
You blame him...You shout at him, cry under his feet and you blame him for all that YOU have done.. :-)

Today...

I too blame him for everything happening on my way to the door of MOKSHA !!!

It's you who triggered the feel in me..Its you who made me take a decision so tough and its you who promised me a miracle !!!!

I'm still waiting for the MIRACLE to touch my life as I walk towards MOKSHA ...




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Vasudhaiva Kutumbakam

"Be happy as long as the same thing doesnot happen in YOUR family"

I was mourning for the sudden demise of one of those special characters who always carry smile with them .... The so called caring statement (*mentioned in red above) pricked my heart... That statement went deep tearing the flesh of my heart and making my blood rush with full force

(My BP had shot up like anything in few seconds)

It’s ridiculous to hear such a statement from India (From an Indian) which believes in

“ वसुधैव कुटुम्बकम् "

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वसुधैव कुटुम्बकम् : The entire world is one Family

..

I love my Son - Like or Dislike ? Vote now ;-)

Facebook - Made me login my system amidst my routine struggle everyday ...

Just for you my dear..I login :-)

I once thanked technology for the wonderful and great invention telephone and recently I started praising cell phone too though I used to curse it when my son was at college . Then, yahoo messenger,gtalk and picasa was a boon to me when my son went abroad on a deputation.Now, this Facebook.... Is it my friend or foe ?

Telephone was a boon when I had to call up my son's school teacher to enquire if he had reached safely etc.. ( I was extra concerned you see... )My son used to tell me N number of times not to call up his school teacher but I could not resist calling... :P .

When he entered college, I had to promise him I wont call up the college management to enquire about him . I used to worry a lot if he was even a 10 minutes late. He had to miss many of his friends meeting and celebrations just to reach home safely.( He knows how tensed I'll be at home )

Mobile Phones played a major role in our life when I had to get him that bloody gadget (As I called it when I first got it for him) as his b'day gift. I could not deny it when he asked it as his b'day gift. His chatting at night through SMS and his call to me to inform he will be late made me hate that stupid mobile phones.But as always every coin has two sides ,this same mobile which I once called stupid became my love when my son got me one when he left home to take up his job . He used to call me daily to update things going on in his life and I could feel him close through his voice (Thanks to CUG connections :P else he wont call daily to the landline at home just to say a HI right ? ).

He calls me regularly and if he doesn't then I call him up just to know that our geographical location faced the Vodafone signal problem. Yes... He called me regularly then.

Facebook

Aaaaaah!!!!!!!!! I go crazy looking at it...fotosharing,messages,comments,chatting n all such applications at one point put down as a complete reference book :P .
[Those golden days of my life ,I used to go mad looking at the complete reference book placed in the top row of our college library shelf ;-) ]
Every morning I sign in to facebook to see all that my son has done last day... His ideas,status message,the things he does,his snaps and some times(very rarely) a personalised message to me... "Amma... check my fotos ... " or sometime an application to test my love ... It asks me "Do you love "My son's Name"? " and I'm supposed to click the bright green button with text "YES". The application then allows my son to post it on his wall... My god.. This application says how much I love my son??? Ha ha ha really ridiculous.... Is it really required to post on his wall his mom loves him... ;-) ?May be his friends need to know but again wont any human know the love of a mother.. anyway..dats Facebook :P !!!

More than the confusion in facebook (The confusion may be cos I'm one of the old generation left over as the current generation points out ) , I hate it cos that has made my son so busy that he rarely find time to call me up.
Whenever I call up my son these days, either it says.."The person you call is on another cal. Please hold the line or call later" or it takes me to the voice mail box. I understand he is busy cos he calls me later and says he had a call with the client manager or he was in a meeting. But the sad part is that even if he calls these days(very rarely ), when I ask him why he didnt call me y'day or day before that , he just makes it clear "Amma.. just login in to Facebook and I'm always there.... I update my latest foto regularly and I will message you if there is something special I need to share with you.It's so simple ...Happy now? Its far better than call right? Amma.. I have all my friends in facebook and also akka.So if I update it, all can get to know about me .If I call you, even then I need to update facebook for my friends but If I update facebook , you too can see along with my friends.So its far better to update facebook rather than calling everyone daily."



Should I say a Yes to it or No ?

Why is he not understanding his breath over call can tell me his state of mind than the colourful smileys that come via messengers .
Facebook has replaced the daily call (Local Call) with my son.His call "Amma" , his voice, his breath ...I miss him badly....................

As I started loving mobile phones while he left for his job away from home and the yahoo messenger n gtalk while he was at onsite , I feel in course of time ,I will start loving Facebook too...
Yes!!!

I will love Facebook if I can find my son there :-)

You Fellows - Kick me and Kiss me at the sametime ;-)

" Everything is Well Planned and Well Executed ....I'm just a player . . .

Yes a coin that can be moved the way the decision maker wants to ... "

If you think I'm talking about the "Super Power" - "Almighty" - "GOD" ... No !!!

I'm talking about those fellow friends of mine whom I hold close to my heart !!!

I Trust them, Love them and Wish being with them always...

I don't plan to fight with them or argue with them...

But when it happens by situation, I just go behind with apolozies though I don't find a reason to..

And Pray from heart.." Hey Just smile at me and I'l be just a hold away "

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சந்திப்போமா

ஒவ்வொரு முறை சந்திக்கும்போதும் இது தான் கடசியா இர்ருக்குமோ என்று
நின்னைதேன் ... பயந்தேன் ...

ஆனால்

ஒவ்வொரு சந்திப்பும் முதல் சந்திப்பாக இருந்தது ...

புதுஇன்பம் குடுத்தது ....

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Romance

It was just a matter of few seconds...
He looked into my eyes...
I looked into his .....

And...

Our hearts took over the conversation....
The conversation made the eyes blind...

The entire world seemed to go

Upside down :P

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ചോദ്യം ?

ജീവിതം വെറും ചോദ്യചിഹ്നങ്ങലായിതീരുന്നു ...

കൂരിരുട്ട് !

നിശബ്ദത !

ഒറ്റപെടല്‍ !

കാണുന്നു ഞാനീ കൂരിരുട്ടിലും നീ പകര്‍ന്ന ദീപനാള്ളത്തിന്‍ ‍വെളിച്ചം ...

കേള്‍ക്കുന്നുഞാനീ നിശ്രബ്ധതയിലും നീ പറഞ്ഞ മധുരിക്കും ആശ്വാസവാക്കുകള്‍ ...

ഈ ഒറ്റപെടലും ഞാന്‍ ആഗ്രഹിച്ചതുതന്നെ !!!

Smile Always

I'm afraid to go for Postmortem but more than that,

I'm afraid to,

• Jump from the fifth floor of my office building
• Dance with fire after bath in Kerosene
• Sing while hanging from the ceiling of my bedroom
• See my blood flowing from my left wrist on to the bathroom floor

And ,

I'm afraid to shout at for help in last moment !!!

There is one thing I'm not afraid of and it is swallowing even the bitter tablet ever made...
Sad part is that, I have no means to get one that would give me permanent relief...
But...
What will happen if I swallow our normal friendly paracetamol ;-) ?
At least a temporary relief from headache??

Can 2500mg do wonders ;-) ?

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* Thanks to " http://www.recoveryourlife.com/index.php?categoryid=138&p2061_articleid=6 "

My Music World ;-)

Music ...................Megha

Two extremities :P



The only similarity is that both start with M and both are of 5 letters in English Alphabet !



I know nothing about music , I don't listen to songs , I don't even know the famous singers and music directors and rarely I enjoy Music...Rather I don't give attention to it :-)
Singing is really far away from me.. Not even humming or even bathroom singing ;-)

The film songs that I love to listen is " Kanmani Anbodu Kaathalan" (Tamil) and
"Perarriyathoru nombarathe"(Malayalam).

This was my state till the moment I realised Music has touched me :-)

I owe a big thanks to my dear pals who transferred into me the true feel of Music ...
Gayatri and Annamalai... : My collegues - Friends - well wishers...
YES !!!They both had triggered the magic button of Music in me :-)

Now,





I have started listening to songs without someone compelling me to ...
Sometimes..., Rather, these days Many a times Music has been a great Solace to me :-)

When I'm alone,
Nice romantic melodies will take me to my own dreamworld...
Here, language doesn't matter !

When I'm in a crowd,
A mix of folk and peppy numbers to be with the rhythm of the crowd..
Hindi preferred ;-)

When I'm in a state of emotional over flow,
Nice Tamil or Malayalam old melodies to soothe...
Language matters here !

When I list my favourite songs ... It covers the entire list of songs I have heard till now...
Yeah , I have heard very little and among the ones I've heard, I love many...
The factors that I consider to add songs to my favourites are :

• Lyrics - I give maximum weightage to it :-)
• Mood of the Song
• Music

I give least importance to the movie,scenario of the song,location or singers ...

My own scenes go behind every song I hear :-)

I have heard very few songs and if I list down my favourites I would miss many wonderful compositions.. ;-) Still, Let me try listing my favourites...This may change in course of time as I start listening to more and more wonderful compositions
Very few listed ... :

Hindi :

• Tum ko bhi...hain kabhar...
• Naa kuch poocha...
• Kiska hain ye tumko inthazaar mein hoon na...
• luka chuppi.. bahuth huyi.. samne aa ja na...
• Yeh ishque haaaye....

Malayalam

• Ethrayo janmanaay....
• Arugil..nee undayirunengil ennu njan...
• Annara kanna va...
• Perarriyaathoru nombarathe...

Tamil

• Ada da mazha da.. ada mazha da...
• En kathal solla nera millai..
• Thuli thuli mazhayaai..
• Mannipaya ...
• Evano oruvan vaasikiraan..
• Venillave velli velli nilavae..
• Usure poguthe...
• Naan varuven...
• Naan Pogiren mele mele..
• Kaalayil dinamum ...
• Kanmani anbodu kaathalan...

When I look into the list I come to know that Tamil is increasing my list :P.. This credit goes to my dear friends who select and explain me songs and its meaning very perfectly...

If my very old friends happen to read this article,they would ring me (to my mobile) for sure to know if I'm their same old Megha :P

Music Period during school days :

I'm a perfect singer when my voice go mute ;-)
Lip movement .. I do it very well and my friend Nidhi knows it well than anyone :P Hey.. I should mention here, Nidhi is the Nightingale of our batch ;-)
Every time music Ma'am , Miss.Sudha calls to mark grade for singing, I end up saying "Miss... Throat Infection" ;-)

Ha ha ha....

I'm ending this abruptly here .. let the Music in you complete this article

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நீ வருவாயா...

ஒரு நிமிடம் நான் யோசித்தேன் இன்று நான் உன் அருகில் இருந்தால் என்று,

உன் கை பிடித்த சில நிமிடங்கள் மௌனத்தை ரசித்திருப்பேன்...

சுத்தி பார்க்கும் இடமெல்லாம் இருட்டாக தெரிந்தாலும் ,

வெளிச்சமாய் உன் வார்த்தைகள் என் அருகில் எப்பொழுதும் இருக்கின்றன!!!

Come back Just Once

10th September 2010

If I could get the fragrance of the ROSE,

I was holding so close to my heart ...

If you could just hug me once,
If you could just kiss me once,
If you could just come into my life once again...


Just once,
If you could come back to my life,
To spend the moments of love,
To get back the past few memories together we spent...

Just once ,
I wish to hit the rewind button of my life...

I'm Selfish

Every human is selfish !

Selfishness : I dunno how to define it or describe it but let me try to put few points to bring out its soul. Jus a try !!!

1. Least worried about what is going around
2. Concentrates only on stepping up though it has to stamp others
3. Only goal is to reach the destiny as planned
4. Uses others to reach the goal
5. 100% Self Centric

Every human is Selfish and the one who argues NO is the most :P


Let me take up the role now... It's just a ROLEPLAY :-)

-------------------RolePlay - Curtain Raises-------------------

If you find this roleplay resembling real life, then you know what is being SELFISH


Guys you know , it is most important to achieve your goal as planned.Planning is very essential in any project we take up and once planned, we should make sure it is executed very well on time.

When I start doing a task, I make sure no matter what happens, I finish the task on time.I'm least bothered if my team mate / neighbour is ill and hospitalised.All I want is to complete my task well in advance and get client appreciation.
The few moments I spend for my team mate or may be my neighbour who is hospitalised means a lot than the client appreciation.. I know this but my focus is on my work,its completion and appreciation.

"I can visit the hospital little later right?Anyway Peolpe are there to take care of him right? Moreover he is almost fine... "


When I feel that I'm handicapped in certain technology I go behind experts to work on it. Many a times I feel those people are wasting their time and efficiency in some unwanted activities.I feel my task to be important and best than theirs. I make it a point no matter what, I get it from the experts at the earliest.This is why I make and have n number of frens.Many of them are techies.. ;-)

"I don't mind telling a Hi to a worst character I encountered just to get my work done..."

Whether I trouble my "So called Friends" for helping me in my work or my "Life partner" not to bother me with personal homeworks, I see to it that my work is done on time.Yes! Achieving the Target is my goal. I'm least bothered if my fren needs my help while I'm at work and also I expect my lifepartner to take care of all my personal works when Im committed with this work.Let my life partner go to relatives or frens home if she/he needs some extra care and help at those peak working hours of mine.I don't want my lifepartner to interfere in my work.

"I'm doing all these just for him/her right? He/She sould be proud of me."

Relatives and close friends...I love them but when it comes to my work,I prefer them to be little away :P people may call this is an escapism from responsibilities or relationships but I don mind those things :-) All I want is my work to be done perfectly on time .. or rather well in advance ! My focus is on getting appreciation for my work.

"Relatives and Friends will always be there.They will not mistake me .They will rather understand I'm busy."

I always take care of my interests,desires and my favorite activities.I'm not bothered if my laugh hurts others.After all laughing is good for health .. ;-)

"I want to go for it.After all its my life..Why should I bother about others? "

This statement might not seem selfish but it is a 100% selfish statement :-)

"Ok.. I'v got some work now... I'm least bothered as what you think about me .Anyway we are not gonna meet too so why shud I waste my time for the one whom I dunno and whom I have no plans of meeting . So byeeeee ."


-------------------RolePlay - Curtain Lowers-------------------

Okay.. Now I'm removing the mask and coming out of the Roleplay...

Yeah!!! People are really self centric. We always tend to think from our perspective and act accordingly.How many of us put ourselves in others shoes and take a decision? If we wear third person's shoe and take a decision, for sure that will change once you remove it! That is human nature.But the correct decision will be taken when we know the pain of others and walk through without stamping them.it's very difficult though...

Selfishness is a Human character and the percentage of that character in each human differs !!!

"I" , "Me" and "Mine" should be lessened to lower the percentage of Selfishness in every humanbeing... Yeah avoiding it completely is impossible ;-) !


Selfishness is something about which we can write, talk and argue a lot but very difficult to cover those in a paragraph :P

Consider the world, all humanbeings, animals , planatation and the entire nature to be your own.
Be selfish !!! Make sure no matter what comes your way, you don leave the world to destruction,keep holding all humans, animals and other livingbeings close to heart..They are your own... Safeguard plantations....They are yours...Protect nature...it's your...

Declare every human as your own..rather consider all to be yourself and be SELFISH!!!


I'm not a saint to advice,or experienced person to guide or GOD

Even I'm one among the Selfish humans but I realised the points where I'm being selfish and now trying to reduce it :-)

Just a TRIAL :-)

2 Hours of Spring

The clock stroked 4.30 again....

This time it was not the Sun rise .

She was over call wondering where he was and she was little tensed as she was alone and the Nadiad station was becoming crowded.She was new to Nadiad Junction railway station although she had been living in Ahmedabad for more than two decades.

"Hoi...." He patted her shoulder from behind.

"Heyyyy.... hi..." She could not talk anything more at that moment.

Was that moment a Miracle?

Both felt that private Hi to be a Miracle because they never expected that meeting till that moment :-)

That might not be so private for others but for them it was so private as it was their hearts that said HI .

"Shall we go to Ahmadabad Junction ? Will take you to my favorite Mithai shop. We will get tasty gulab jamuns there. You can get into Gujarat Express from there"

"Hmmmmm... sure…" She could not say NO though she was tired and dint have time to spare roaming.

The local train to Ahmadabad was really crowded but they got a personal space there too.Two hearts did the conversation amidst the 100s of people rushing in and out at each stations. For the first time she felt comfort in that standing posture in a crowded train. It was a Miracle for her .Thank god mobile phones had signal problem while in train, he thought.

15 minutes of silent conversation!

They got down at Ahmadabad station and walked towards his favorite Mithai shop. Unfortunately or fortuanately ,it was closed unlike all days. They were compelled to get into a nearby restaurant.

Candle light dinner effect!

Yes! The next Miracle... :-)

Dim lit lamps, Old Hindi melodies and the feel of two hearts gave the moment candle light dinner effect . Arjun ordered for his favorite Dhokla and Nita samosa. For the first time, they sat in adjacent chairs :-)

"Nita... this is the first time we are sitting like this" Arjun just muttered in her ears.

"Shall I go and sit in the opposite side of the table?" She just smiled and clarified.

"Hey.. No.... I can’t face you “he stammered.

They both enjoyed the silent rhythm of their heart, light melody played and the sound of their breaths... They were at the peak of their emotions.

Ring ... ring.... Arjun's mobile vibrated.

"Ma... Mein sade aath baje pahunch jaavunga" Arjun confirmed his mom that he will reach in an hour’s time.

"Nita...."

"Haan...."

"I will have to start in some time.... Mom is waiting"

"Hey.. even I’m getting late" Nita looked at her watch.

"hey.. Nita... I have somethin to show you..." Arjun came up with his old memories...

Yeah..his childhood album from his bag . Nita went through each and every photo and she felt, she was getting in deeper.He was explaining each photo like a small kid . A kind of feel that cannot be explained in words. Arjun's enthusiasm in getting that album and showing each photo with explanation made the Next Miracle! They had reached that comfort level so soon unknowingly :-)

"I love you..." he whispered in her ears.

"Hey... " She could not tell anything more.

They left the restaurant and went to the Railway station, Platform 2. Nita was waiting for her Gujarat Express . With a completely different rhythm of their hearts they sat on the nearest Stone bench. Nita placed her hands on either side of her lap on stone bench and looked at the track in the front. He was looking at her eyes so keenly and was talking . Ten minutes of silence passed .Both their eyes were about to let down tears and heart was beating so fast . Nita wanted to change the scenario but she couldn’t.She was trying to be under control.

"If you could just hold my hands once... one kiss... a hug while I get into train... and a bye with tears... " Nita's heart spoke to herself.

" No Nita... Control... control..just few more minutes control karna...." her heart convinced her.

His heart was going out of control.He knew it but he didn’t wanted to control it at this moment.Without much thought, rather without even realizing that they were in the crowded Ahmadabad railway station,he placed his right hand on her left hand . A warm touch on her left hand placed on stone bench... She just felt the warmth and looked at him. He just looked at her eyes.She could not say or do anything but just feel the touch.He filled the gaps in between her fingers. Yes!!! He was holding her hand and she without hesitation held it tight.

This hold spoke a lot!!!

Conversation of their hearts went on...

"I Love You..."
"Me toooooooooo..."

"Hey... Don leave me.."

"I'm there always..."

"Is it so late?"

"No...never late… at least now we are feeling this.. Its great feel"

"yeah.. I'm loving this..."

"Shall we be here like this for few more minutes..."

"hmmmm..." she could not deny..

Their hearts made much such conversation

The Gujarat express at 7.00 interfered their conversation of hearts..

"Hey...” he broke the silence.

"Hmmm… tell me.."

"I Love You"

"Hey… love you too" her Voice was not audible though.

Their eyes took over for two minutes.

"hey....it’s getting late.."

"Hmmm... I wish everything becomes still for a moment"

"Hmmmm... I feel complete now."

"Hmmmm...."

"Hmmmm..."

She turned her head sideways just to hide the tear in her right eye trying to come out. He was holding her hand tight, tighter and so tight that she could feel his hand trembling. He felt her hold so tight that he lost his control and pulled her hand towards him to gift her the first kiss on her left hand.

The Magic of love made the MIRACLE

She was in an extremely emotional state. She dint expect that from him at that place at that time. He too never expected to do that.He was out of his control completely.
"Hey..." She held his hand still more tightly

"Sorry..." He told though not from heart.

"Hey... No sorry... "

"I feel guilty .."

"You need not... "

"Hmmmm.."

"I didn’t wanted to be the first person you kiss... that was my only concern"

"This is special"

"Hmmmmm.. I can feel it... Just felt let me not be the special one :-)"

"I love you..."

"I'm not able to speak even a single word" She somehow told those few words.

"You need not..." he held her firmly.

Gujarat Express arrived at platform # 2 and they had to say bye...

Both were controlling their tears and emotions very badly. She got up. He too got up but their hold was becoming tighter.He felt he would lose his complete control and so he left the hold purposefully with a heavy heart. She too had to leave the hold but felt if she could hug him once... But, It was the crowded Ahmadabad Station and that hug may turn things upside down. She rushed into the S4 compartment ,dumped her luggage in her seat and came running to the door to say bye to him but...

He had left the platform immediately when she left the hold.Tears were rolling down his eyes… he wanted to cry but rushed away...

She with tears in her eyes went back to her seat...
He took his bike and drove towards his house.

Beep … beep.... her mobile message tone broke the silence and darkness in the train.

"Nita..."

"Hmmm... I feel complete now... feeling happy.." She typed .

"We lived the real life"

"Yes... It was just two hours in clock but it was a lifetime for me."

"Hmmm.... I feel we have lived our life"

“We have lived our life completely and now we need to live for the ones who love us and need us in their lives”

“Hmmm…”

"Love You..."

"Love you too..."

"Shall we say bye now?”

"I don’t wish to but...I'm compelled to.”

"I know... You need not explain.”

"Hmmm... ok then...."

"The MIRACLE has at last touched our life"

"YES"

"Still wishing and hoping for Miracles to happen"

"Sure.. it will...So.. lets bid the last bye.."

"Not last... Miracles can happen"

"Hmmm... it should .. :-).. "

"Ok.. bye.. love you so much my...."

"Love you too... Take care... bye" She decided not to hold on to the chat. May be she fears to lose her control

"Bye.. Lets end with our usual smiley.. . :-) "

"Bye.."

":-)"

":-)"

She closed her eyes for a moment, let down the tears, took a deep breath and threw out the mobile through the window and closed it.

He started his bike from the place where he had stopped just to message her. On the way, he threw his mobile on the track and drove back to his home. He went to his bed, hugged his pillow tightly, let down tears and kept crying till he fell asleep with a sweet pain in his heart.

2 hours of Spring in their life … Moments that touched their heart and soul..
Was it just a dream or reality? Both couldnot believe it because they least expected those few magical moments in their life.It was a complete MAGIC.
MIRACLE !!!

Why did they throw their mobiles? Will they meet again ? Was that their last meeting? Who are they? What are they up to?

No cross questions in Miracle ;-) !!!

There is just one answer to all the questions!

Love...Love ... and Love only :-)

That made the Miracle !!!

My First Blog Site

I started this blog site very recently , i.e 2010 when my life took a new turn, a complete twist of my thoughts !!!

This blog - "Shadow of June" , will have a completely different style of writing...Rather I can say there will be a drastic change in thoughts presented but many might not find the difference so easily :P

Let me introduce my fisrt blog site ...

My first blog site : Shadow - http://shadow963.blog.co.in/

... has 5 Categories with 39 entries :-) . It was a complete Personal Emotional Package. Each entry will have atleast some relevance to the situations,emotions and incidents I have encountered in my life and there will be some extra spice ofcourse :P

It was when I felt , my blog should have something more than my personal emotions and issues that I started Shadow of June....

Any way my concentration or focus as always is on Human Emotions :-)

My interest of blogging took rebirth after a long time. So, like a Phoenix, the ashes of "Shadow "took rebirth as "Shadow of June" and in the month of July 2010 , I wrote my first blog entry in this site :-)

I dedicate "Shadow of June" to all who smile back at me :-)

Lock of Life

Eyes were wet but not cos of Sorrow....

Lips were wide smiling but not cos of Joy...

Heartbeat was fast but not cos of the missing...

Yes... This time it was....

Tears of Joy...

Smile to cover up the feel of Missing...

And

Heartbeat rate increased as the Intensity of the relationship increased...

It was the conversation of two hearts and

Life of two other hearts that played the game

Along with blessings of thosands of hearts!!!!

True feel was traversing through the three hearts smiling amidst the busy crowd around ;-)

MIRACLE

Though we WISH certain things to happen...

We might not EXPECT those things to happen in our real life....

But,

When these unexpected things happen as we wished.... it creates Magic!!!!

That magic is the MIRACLE of life.....

Emotional Quotient

When emotions overflow..

You loose your control...

You unknowingly happen to exhibit your original Character.... Rather ...

You wake the Sleeping YOU inside you ;-)

( A Simple Hug and Kiss means a lot when you get it from the right person at the right time)

When your emotions overflow ...

• Sometimes you keep laughing just to hide the pain ,
• Sometimes you shed tears when you get the right shoulder
• Sometimes you Shout at your own self

And...
Many a times you go MAD...

You dunno wat to type, wat to speak and you completely forget the world around.. You are least bothered about the things happening around ...

When will Emotions overflow???

Is it

• When you don get what you need?
• When you feel you are alone amidst the crowd?
• When you find none to hold on?
• When you feel a crowd of decisions and decision makers marching against you and your decisions?

Or

• Is it when you walk through the very toughest path of life?

May be many a times these reasons hold good but.....

The core or the base reason????

Toughest is the situation

When you miss a person you hold close to your heart and you very clearly know that person too feels the same.A situation were in both have the same feel, both express to each other but they find it difficult to come out of that emotional bondage! Yes!! Sometimes, coming out of such bondages are essential , IF NOT, the pain of missing will intensify and ofcourse this pain will make your emotions overflow... You will lose your complete control and your sub conscious mind will take over ...

YOUR EMOTIONS WILL FOR SURE OVERFLOW AT THIS STAGE !!!!

Really true and pure relationships will enjoy the pain of missing :-)

I wish to enjoy the pain though its tough...

Hug me once.. Kiss me once ... and Just let down tears once...

Later.. keep smiling... I'm in your heart... So smile always!!!

Crazy World

It is least bothered how I live my life ...

The most bothered matter is how the world looks at ME living my life...

Really Funny but Intense Truth

I'm also compelled to follow the crazy path though unwillingly...

Now, I decide to fight!!!!



Revolution of my Thoughts!!!!


Challenge !!!

An Ode to my “Something”

I was wondering all these days as what I gained in my life till now...
I had and I still have almost everything that I needed … still felt I was lacking something...
Was in search of that something till the moment tears unknowingly kissed my cheeks one day...
It was the hold that triggered it and a simple beep sound that intensified the feel...
After ages of waiting ….
I got it...
Yes!!!That simple “Something “ :-)
The thing that I actually lacked was “Pain”
The true pain of the heart…
And, this “Something” gave me the exact pain I was longing for…

Expectations have killed my emotions many a times but Here,
I loved expectations … Rather, I love expecting…
Expectations…they gave me the true taste of that pain I was longing for… :-)
Expectations were never disappointed Here and for sure never will be...
A strong hope of love… Yes!!! A strong hope of life…
Love is the soul of life…
Yes!!! I’m still expecting Miracles that are on my way :-)

Something…
Yes… that something gave me something in my life ;-)
I dunno how to describe or define that something but
A proof for the presence of that “Something” in my life is the Pain I’m undergoing now…
Sweet Pain in my heart… :-)

Again a special Rainy Day...

Search of umbrella delayed the start... Still…

The chillness of the weather,

The touch of the wind and

The fresh morning drizzle made me walk...

The delay was least bothered.... ;-)

Made me walk past the usual bus terminus...

Yes!!! I walked in the rain holding an umbrella...

How come the Cab driver delayed his start today???
Rain had caused the delay... (Is it???) Was told so....!!!

God is Great and his plans are Amazing!!!

Coincidence was Awesome....

Every pace of my walk …

Increased the rate of my heart beat...

Widened the Smile on my face...

And...

Gave a new spark to ignite my day...

Words always fail while I try explaining the

Rhythm of my Heart!!!

Rather, they feel silence can always make it better...



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Just the trickling sound of the raindrops touching my feet...
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Silence...
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My eyes were searching for someone...

Rather my heart was expecting that

Special one...

A sudden splash of water and a sound so intense made my vision clear...

( It was a black old ambassador I guess ;-) )

Made me look up for the reality walking...
Walking with an ‘umbrella - just doing the purpose of a
cap’ :P


Eyes didn't Meet,
Hands didn't wave a Hi,
Face didn't show up a Smile …
( As always the three letter word "BUT" interfered here ... )
Yes…
But...
Hearts Met, Exchanged Hi's and Smiled...
Nothing more in words again....
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Silence… The Best Narrator

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Dunno how the 5 minutes distance made a 10 minute
walk...

May be cos, the rain was heavy...
May be cos, the wind was strong...
May be cos, the road was nasty...


N number of reasons can be listed BUT the truth is just
known to the hearts ;-)…

Hearts wished if the distance increased... not between the
hearts but the destinations ;-)
But time as always never waits .. So had to move on to the
last hold...

Yes a hold that the hearts were longing for...

Hearts Hugged...

Eyes Kissed...

Holding Hands ...

Lost in the world of divine feel -

Love...

The rain drops trickling on my dry hands made the hold so refreshing...

Two different umbrellas,

Two different paths to move on

BUT…

Jus that single hold did wonders :-)

And the drizzling made it heaven!!!

The Hewlett Cab horn broke the silence!!!
Twas that horn that brought back the hearts to reality ;-)

Made them realize that they were on earth under the sky…
And the rain had wet them completely

Had to leave the hold though didn't wish to...

The rain continued....

The wind was blowing...

The hearts still wandering in the Heaven -

Heaven of true emotions

And roaming in the same rainy streets . . .
Though TATA compelling to code :P


I’m walking alone…
With you in my heart…



Shadow Follows …